My Thoughts on September

Warning: This post is going to be full of absurdity, nonsense and confusion as well as confession. Don't waste your time reading it if you're busy doing something important. Haha!

I'm posting this in the mid of September, so actually it's kind of late to say 'hello' to this month, isn't it? But in my defense, I haven't posted anything since the beginning of the month so here it is. I'm going to go a bit mellow this time. Ya know, just showing some sneak peek to my inner emo/almost non-existent melancholic side... What? You don't care? Okay whatever.

Anyway, September is one of my favorite month of the year. No, it's not my most favorite (December is) and not even close to 2nd most favorite, but it's still on the Top 5 anyway. Why? Because here where I stay, it's usually the beginning of rainy season, while the season and the weather are pretty much changing and unstable these past few years, but I just love it when the heat and the hot days that comes with the dry season/summer is soon going to to be replaced with cooler weather. And there's going to be a lot of rainy days approaching... Eh... actually it's raining outside at this very moment I'm writing this.

To me, September brings change. Always. The weather changes, the mood changes, the season changes in some sub-tropic countries (Autumn, everyone?), some schools and University classes start on this month, etc. The most noticeable change to me is of course my age. Haha... Yes, my birthday is in September so you can say I change my age every September. But specifically this year, I feel like there are many things around me that's beginning to stir and shift, many things I can't explain, like they are somehow rearranging themselves to a whole new composition, heading toward completely different directions from the previous ones. If it's not moving fast, then it's taking a break, going slower and steadier, or even stops completely. They don't always go right though. Some things just simply go wrong. Many of them. It's confusing and new. I don't know if it's because I'm currently at the position where I can see things clearer, see the bigger picture of those things, or the changes really are that obvious.

People usually dislike change. Some hate it, try hard to resist it and some other just go with it. I myself actually believe that change is necessary. 'Why changing something that's already there for a long time' don't do justice for me. As one of my favorite scientist said:

Well said, Mr. Darwin. Well said.

I know it seemed like I was writing this while taking meth or some kind of drugs, trust me, I wasn't. LOL.